I wonder what's worth living for?
Fame? Wealth? Possession? Whaaaat?

Sex?
Why do people engage in it?
Alcohol?
Why do people drink?
Tobacco?
Why do people smoke?
Drugs?
Why do people partake in it?
Gamble?
Does money really matter the most to you?

I really don't know what's the state of my mind now.
One thing I know for sure that it's pretty fucked up.
Too many good opportunities wasted.
Too many bad experiences encountered.
But still, here I am.
Moving on.

I wished I knew what lies ahead, who wouldn't?
I wished I knew how was I gonna die.
I really wished that I knew certain things.
Life indeed would be much less complicated.
Knowing too much isn't good.

Ah oh wells.
What the fuck am I talking about.
I'm an 18 year old young adult who know nuts about anything.
So shut up.

Ola!

I'm back to blogging now!
Will try to update it weekly or fortnightly if possible.
Sorry to whoever was/is reading this oh-so-pathetic blog
&finds it not updated most of the time.

School's been a bitch.
But lovin' it somehow as the days pass.
My new class is not bad except for a certain few.
But anyway, that won't let my mood down/ruin/crushed/unfocused.

The 2month holiday was surprisingly the best I ever had with earn money. :D
Got me loads of stuff,
- 4 pairs of Havaianas.
- Canon Ixus 100IS red.
- Freshbox Bag
- Picard Wallet
- Stationary Set from kikki.k/Prologue
- Nike Water Bottle
- A many others.

But sadly, I didn't managed to save.
I hate to save, I love spending.
I want to work but I need to go to school.
Everyone's getting their licence, not me.
I miss working.

I miss that particular 1 month I had.
It was indeed something I never felt for in a very long time.
Somehow, things have to move on.
I still hold it close to my heart.
It was the best I ever had, honestly.

Back to earth.
Grades for 1.1 was good.
I predict 1.2 will be worst from the things are going.
I do not like it at all.
I need to push myself & remove all distractions.
SMU/NTU is where I wanna be.

Left touch rugby for health reasons.
Need to get back into shape.
My health is getting from bad to worst.
The feeling is not so good at all.

I wanna get inked.
I wanna get my licence.
I wanna get a lot of things.

I need to save.
I need to stop spending unnecessarily
I need to just relax.

I NEED A BREAK PERIOD.