You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away?
But now, it's all messed up &complicated,
like the picture above.
&All I know is you've got to give me everything
&Nothing as good,
You know I'd give you all of me
I'd give you everything that I am
I'm handin over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
&The tears are pouring
&I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we're gonna do it come and do it right
-Gwen Stefani's 4 In The Morning
Sigh, I just don't know what to say to you. But I'm sorry, I never gonna be good for you. All those insecurities &mood swings were just my bad.
Anyway, went to Vivo yesterday with my babe's &we caught PIRATES!
I so love the movie! (:
There was a time I packed my dreams away.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
Because I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.
&I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.
That was then, this is my now.
I'm living in the moment
I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.
That was then, this is my now.
This is my now.
GO JORDIN! (:
Hey
Wait a minute
Hey
I said baby
I love the way that you hold Me
&You touch me like you know Me
See I don't want nobody Else
&I, I'm bout' to Offer All I can give Him
Cause I'm a slave to his Rhythm
I said I just can't help Myself
Cause baby I love ya'
&I Trust ya'
You don't have to worry bout' Nothing
Oh I'm alive right now, Look at me
&I want ya'
No I need ya'
&I'll do anything to please ya'
I just want you to take control of Me
I said Hey!
Show me how you want it Now
Do you Like it when I take it Down
I got Everything
&Anything you need, I wanna bring it to you Baby
Hey!
Come a little closer Now
Don't stop Wanna go another Round
You got Everything
&Anything I need, Want you to bring it to me Baby
Take Control of Me
Take Control of Me
Take Control of Me
Take Control
I said Baby
I got to tell you how much I love It
The way you kiss my neck in Public
I try my best not to Blush
Even when, An argument comes Around
You take the time to break it Down
And you're never ever in a Rush
&I'm Scared, And I'm Nervous
Trying is always worth It
Oh I'm alive right now, Look at Me
&I want him, I need him
I'll find him, I'll forgive him, I'll feed him
I just want you to take control of Me
I said Hey!
Show me how you want it Now
Do you Like it when I take it Down
I got Everything
&Anything you need, I wanna bring it to you Baby
Hey!
Come a little closer now
Don't stop Wanna go another Round
You got Everything
&Anything I need, Want you to bring it to me Baby
Take Control of Me
Take Control of Me
Take Control of Me
Take Control
Now if you feel what I feel, Come and take control of Me
Don't you mind how you feelin' just take control of Me
Cause you got my soul on fire, And I feel just Fine
You got what I Need
I said Hey!
Show me how you want it now
Do you Like it when I take it Down
I got Everything
&Anything you need, I wanna bring it to you Baby
Hey!
Come a little closer Now
Wanna go another Round
You got Everything
&Anything I need, Want you to bring it to me Baby
Take Control of Me
Take Control of Me
Take Control of Me
Why don't you come a little Closer?
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
I'm lost.
Elliott Yamin's Wait for you is playing in my head,
It'll never stop nor go away...
This feeling sucks,
I'm doubting you again.
Should I just go away
&Give us time?
I just don't know babe.
Re-assure me!
When I said go
I never meant away
You ought to know
The freaky games we play
Could you forgive and learn how to forget
Hear me as I'm calling out your nameFirefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me
You and meWe shared a mystery
We were so close
Like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda wayFirefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me
Fly firefly through the sky
Come and play with my desireDon't be long don't ask whyI can't wait another night
Fly firefly through the sky
Wait another night
Don't be long
Firefly
Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back
Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me
get the picture?I hate it when it has to come to this. I never thought that this matter could be brought up in our relationship. Ugh. Well, even though if you say you are one &at least accept me. I'm sure you wouldn't want your friendship between you &him and my relationship with him to be on the line right?
Gee. Yes dear. I don't know why am I making a big issue out of it. Well, maybe I'm just sensitive &insecure. I dunno, take your pick?
Guess it's in my genes. I'm a bitch. *raises eyes* I can't stand it when racism is taken place. I see it all the time in buses &trains. So... no comments. Well. I hope that someone can put a stop &an end to this 'Mama-Drama'
Going off later to NY with the gang to celebrate Sze's, Caspar's &Amanda's birthday. You guys are one lucky bunch! Haha.
Off now.
Cheers!
I woke up today thinking, is this right? Is this what I want now? Is this the right time to have a relationship? You know they always say 'We're too fast for love'. But I don't wanna lose you badly, you know? It's alright hun, I made a commitment to you &I'm sticking to it. No regrets at all.
Woke up today with a heavy heart. A very bad dream indeed. Had plenty of second thoughts going thru my head. Soon, it was all cleared with my last minute of studying. Boy, the history of Russia was running in my mind. Ugh.
Had EL paper 2.
It went alright, I guess? The comprehension passage was rather interesting. Managed to do a draft for my summary. Finally! :D
Mmm. Ok, enough about school. Now I shall update you guys on what happened during this lovely weekend.
The Shaw theatre at Beach Road is to die for la.
On Saturday, We managed to get tickets for Spiderman 3 there plus it was back row! I just love him la. We wanted to get the couple seats but forgot. So we made do with the normal ones. While inside, we decided to just sit on the couple seats. But we got chased away twice. &&Thats super ultra embarrassing. Haha! Anyway, the movie was great la. :D
Went to Parkway with him to meet Zack, his pal, a new friend. Mmm, bring me out often so that I can meet your friends ok? Had dinner at the hawker center along Marine Parade. Oh, not forgetting! I pimp-ed my K800i with a hard orange silicon casing. Bussed to town again to check out bags for my Nepal trip. But decided to get it later as a friend of mine told me that there were new designs coming. So I shall wait! Zack left, we walked to fort canning for some quiet time but it was disturbed by the play in the park thingy which I so wanted to go! Not long after, we went our separate ways. I met Alex at the bus stop. So bussed home with him.
On Sunday, met the dude at Cathay. Made an appointment at Browhaus to do threading for my brows. Went to Prince again. Watched 200 pounds of beauty. It was so hilarious la! Haha. It was really a short day cos I felt so shitty. Went home &studied history a little &slept the entire night away.
I hope you know what you are doing &make sure it's the right one..
MY BROWS! LOVE THEM!
The new found friend! :D
Will you never let me fall?
Will you stand up with me forever?
Will you be there for me through it all?
Even if saving me sends you to heaven...
Cause I'm here, for you,
Please don't walk away
&Please tell me you'll stay, stay...
will you be my guardian angel?
Sigh, the week is finally over!
I need not worry about my mother tongue &social studies paper anymore! All I'm left with is English paper 2, Maths, Food &Nutrition, Sciences- Chem/Phys & History. Ugh, another humanities paper!
Well, social studies paper, today, went fast. We had like 45mins to complete a source-based question. Mmm? I think, I did my best. Now we just have to wait &see what the outcome of it.
Went to Macs today with En, Joy, Sha, Bev &dearest Vic. I was like a pig today! I ate, uhm, a Bagel meal &a hotcakes happy meal.
That was ultra filling &sinful! Haha! Yummy!
Aww, so sweet! :))
My kor fixed my shades for me! :D
Anyway, I so love Ugly Betty, I watched like 5 episodes today! :D Think I shall watch some more later! Haha. I love Betty's Character man! Woots!
America Ferrera, I think she's hot!
Vanessa Williams, another Hot one!
Salma Hayek, Beauty never dies for her.
Eric Mabius, one word;
hot!!
Credits; to Yahoo! for the pictures.
One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
even though they weren't so great.
I am just so sick of it, really. No matter what kind of excuses you guys had to come up with it. I hated it. Why are you afraid to tell me things? Seriously? I practically open-ed up to you guys, why can't you guys do the same too? Ugh. I am sick of it.
I guess my mid-year results will be a bad one. Tsk! Everybodys' telling me to study, but I couldn't be bothered to heed their advice. Sigh.
Joavan! Wake up! It's nearing to the N's alr! Wake up you dumb bitch!Ugh!
I'm just losing it lah!
