ST. IGNATIUS CHILDRENS CAMP ROCK!"Lives based on having are less free than lives based on either doing or on being."
man, the kids are freaking cute (:
i love them esp. eric &clare (: heh. no showing favouritism ok! overall my group was the most quiet one in the camp (: haha. they are all so shy... aww... heh. anw my other facil's changed... i got germaine, LIZ &jac. whee... hah. today got WET all thanks to BEN... you are so DEAD!
had lunch.
nth much. mark vincent is a sicko. hah
this is what the kids wrote me; (okay, i am damn BHB)
rachel; i want longer camp, eat more. diet: chips, chocolate, ice-cream. dont be a neat freak....
eric; hi joavan, i am happy that you are in patience. thank you for taking care of me!
arent they the cutest thing on earth... RAHH!
tmr going zoo!
PUSSYCAT DOLLS'S BUTTONS, RIHANNA'S UNFAITHFUL & NELLY FURTADO'S PROMICUOUS GIRL ROCK BIG TIME (:"A man has to live with himself, and he should see to it that he always has good company. "
man, its almost a month since we came back. stupid wesley had to remind me... haha kidding la. mm. today is glenys birthday party. really sad that i couldnt make it! ): some other time yea? hais, my godparents &their family are going hongkong tmr. so is maple, amanda &rachel ): man, everybody is going away... sad sad... anw, i am so gna have fun in the children's camp this week.
this modeling agency called me. just gna see what they want on friday. &then if they want me to pluck my eyebrows, i am just gna tell them to get a life (:
mm.. i so love disturbing wesley online! haha.
JAC, I'M NOT ATTACHED WITH NATHALIE!"The great thing in the world is not so much where we stand, as in what direction we are moving."
scar tissue that i wish you saw
sarcastic mister know it all
close your eyes and i will kiss you cause
with the birds i will share
this lonely view
-scar tissue, red hot chilli peppers
dont explain yourself cause talk is cheap
there's more important things than hearing you speak
mistake me cause I made it so convenient
dont explain yourself, you will never see
-sorry, madonna
yesterday,
a plastic container practically melted on my oven... then had a had time scraping the thing off. so cheezed off. then went to sakae to meet mommy &amanda. eat ssome beef noodles. it was so freaking FAT. haha. i ate the beef &was full. didnt care much about the noodles. haha. mommy &me were like practically making a fool out of ourselves. haha. mommy loves one of the waiter! haha.
then met bel, mapple &qilin. then walked to cine. met vic, then we left. i rushed to church cos i was like LATE! haha. met gen, jac &ben there. after mass. me, nat&ben went to the market to get food. then we got back. &mtg started.
then it ended. &i was so pissed...
&me nat&bradley bussed back...
today prolly will be going out my cousin, micheal, gen &jac...
mapple fat pig call me! to you: i seriously dont know whats gone into you. you are acting way beyond your age okay. heh. yea, when WE tell you things you'll get so cheezed off. when you tell us things wont we also get cheezed off? think about it lah. c'mon hating him doesnt make a bigga deal. at least dont annouce it to the whole world la. pls. look at me &sarah. at least we talked things out. tsk tsk. i dont know what to say to you. you are no longer what i knew you were.
hah. i watched
X-MEN: 3 (:
"I think, that as life is action and passion, it is required of a man that he should share the passion and action of his time, at peril of being judged not to have lived."
yesterday was one pretty long day.
went for mass at 0830. actually plan to go later but was afraid that i'll missed it so catched it
w my cousin. then we went to dunno some ulu indian mama resturant to makan. ate paper thosai. wierd name, why not colour paper thosai. gosh! i am so freaking lame... then went his house to relax. then we head towards gen's house.
gen intro me to her grandparents as 'joseph'! wth. haha. she mistook it as joshua, LOL! then we head towards town to get the supplies. got down at lido, walked down towards orchard mrt. then smth stupid happened. haha. then went to popular. got the stuff. went to macs. &headed towards to cine to watch X MEN, saw a
couple, MANY fairsians there. gee! it rained when the movie ended. we didnt care about umbrella's but i know my cousin &micheal did. haha.
walked in the rain to her place &we got down to business (:
sangar &jac is in my group! haha. we are SO gna have fun! yep. ate dinner at her place. waited for jonathan to come down &discuss abt the amazing race. we talked for QUITE long. cos things were... i dunno how to explain it. hah, then went home ard 11. told my brother the storyline of X-MEN (i am such an ASS!) he practically threw things at me to make me shut up! ahah. chatted on the phone
w mapple &glenn. then anita &rachel.
i love myself (:
<3
the all-american rejects
-move along
go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
when you fall everyone stands
another day and you've had your fill of sinking
with the life held in your
hands are shaking cold
these hands are meant to hold
speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along like i know you do
&even when your hope is gone
move along, move along just to make it through
move along
move along
so a day when you've lost yourself completely
could be a night when your life ends
such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
all the pain held in your
hands are shaking cold
your hands are mine to hold
speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along like i know you do
&even when your hope is gone
move along, move along just to make it through
move along
(go on, go on, go on, go on)
when everything is wrong, we move along
(go on, go on, go on, go on)
when everything is wrong, we move along
along, along, along
when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along like i know you do
&even when your hope is gone
move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(go on, go on, go on, go on)
right back what is wrong
we move along
[fade out]
'Joavan is a reliable and trustworthy pupil who displays a strong capacity for learning and growth. He makes good use of all opportunities to try new things.'
-Mr. Wilson Ho
that is what he typed in my report book. gee! i didnt know that i was well behave in class! haha, i thought he type something like; 'Joavan is notorious student who plays the fool in class.'
i'm just being lame. had a nice lunch just now. saradines w maggi &curry and chilli powder! it was delicious man! haha. it is fun to be an food &nutrition student, you can make you food taste &look good! (:
haha. tmr prolly be going to gen hse to finalise the camp thing before the meeting on friday. gosh! i am so free! haha. i am so gna quit the musical, it sucks being in the lime-light or whatever you call it. i would rather do tv drama serials or a movie. musicals is a NO NO for me. i hope that there will be another NORMAL production in sch. haha.
&i am now getting freaked out for next yr. o' maths & n' levels are together. damn. pls! pls! i dont wna take n's. save me from my misery! haha. hoping to get at least all A2 for next term. chinese is execptional, just pass can alr (: hoping to get 16 for L1R5 &10 for L1R4. |:
anw, mom talk to mdm xu hui today. &now i must see her EVERYDAY to improve on my chinese... man, can it get any worse?
just got back from mtp.
blog tmr. LOVE!
"One does not discover new lands without consenting to lose sight of land for a very long time."hey,
bert told me &nat smth very true which is happening in our church. cos we told him we are gna move to st. igns, he was like...
(he explains)
mm... yea, what he said is true. when you move to another church due to the reason that you dont like some people in it, it is the same as changing your religon. oh wells, we can't really change church NOW. BUT, we can help out with other church functions (:
watched 'the real da vinci code' in church on sunday. btw, it wasnt a movie. its a documentary. WHATEVER! haha. me &nat were like practically yawning throughout the whole thing. tsk tsk. i'm involve in pre-confrimation camp! yippe! another role as a facli (:
yesterday, got back my results (i keep on spelling re-sluts), anw. i got third. gee! joy won me by 1.2%, bitch! haha. kidding. mm. i got an A1 for science (: B4 for food &nutrition. C5's for o' maths &english, C6's for chinese &humans. well, i hope they round off my maths marks to a B4, cos i got 59.7%! damn! haha. caspar still holds the title, &candice ties with him. (candice has 6 subs &caspar has 5 subs.)
then had drama rehearsal. spent time playing a fool before rehearsal. haha. stupid them. our musical director, hansel came. well, i think im NOT SUITABLE for the role as the NARRATOR! i screwed it up while i was helping robert say he lines. man, oh man! tsk tsk! then. they packed up &left. i rushed to farrer for mtg.
waited for nat at the bus stop. met rachel, bj &sangar. then we left to the church. man, i dont know why i am afraid to see the st. ignatius people. haha maybe i'm just too shy! aww! haha. then we meet them, they are quite cool you know? haha, then they began meeting. i am in-charge of the group patience (: yay. i'm paired up with marc vincent. well, its time for me to make new friends (: oh, i met nat's hot voice GAB, he's cool so is his friends.
meeting ended &we left. i promised nat that i play tennis w her tmr. went home &slept.
today, didnt go sch cos it was the last day of school. bleh. lame right? went to my aunty house &my cousin brought me to meet up with the people organizing the camp. hah. i burnt my leg, my cousin's bike lah. grr! anw. we left for beach rd. then my mom called im saying that i need to go back home. AH! so irritating la. the journey back sucks! cos, there was an accident along alexandra road. a bloody BMW brust into flames. yup. the car was just in ashes... kidding la, what remained was the car body. yea. tmr gna collect report book. dont know what mr. ho wrote in it, hope that it isnt smth bad. ):
bye (:
"If I don't have the time to live my life well the first time, when am I going to find the time to go back and live it over?" hey,
one thing i ever i learnt in life is not to take things for granted. but i yesterday i didnt, well went to forum to pass brother his phone cos he forgot to bring to work. met up with maple.
went to MARINA SQUARE! LOL! its nice... yupyup! went to espirit!nice clothes, she didnt like it, oh wells! then went to puma, nice things but they didnt sell germany stuff! ): then went to ZARA, this guy kept practically staring at maple... haha. they have nice dresses, but she couldnt fit in them. so went to topshop, NICE NICE, still it looked wierd on her. then topman! they have fucking nice tees &shirts!
then went to bods &bodysmth... they have the bag that i want! *craves* then went to ASTRO BOY! LOL! wth! nice tees too! very creative! then went to macs.. ate McSpicy &sundae... damn full! haha... went back to espirit to get a gift for her friend! yup. then we bussed to ps. i saw this HOT dude (:
bus 171 to parkmall... then we walkd ard.. too sleepy... she played th hair game on me la... so funny! wheres the HAIR! LOL! then we wet to bk to chill... met maple's friends... they are so fucking COOL. well they are like elton. funny. haha... elton also joined us later at swensens (i dont how to spell!) then they ate. i didnt, was so fucking FULL! maple is sucha pig. she ate macs, bk &SWENSENS! PIG! hahas. then she bought a cd. then it was time to say goodbye.
left ps &headed, to delfi w maple &elton. went there. met her sis. went to elton's house to chill. ate sakae. haha. watched girlnextdoor. then cabbed back w maple &her sis. that was too much too ask for man! had a fucking hell of a good timee yesterday. spent almost half a day with maple in town... haha. so cool haha... we kept saying to each other i burn your hair! lol... yup!
iloveyouguys! (:

me &enping (:
oh yea. i suddenly rmb. when we were on our way to elton's hse. we ordered sakae. &the person asked for his name he was like elton. then the person didnt know how to spell so elton went:
England
London
Thailand
Ovaltine
Nutella
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
hey.
yesterday night rocks! i so love my crankyslut, shes the one whom i can practically bitch to. shes always ALWAYS there for me. haha. we bitched things from lesbians to transexuals. i mean how cool is that. we dont hate them. we ADMIRE those people. haha. seriously, we think that they are practically COOL. yea... ystd, she was fucking hillarious cos she made her boyfriend pissed at her cos she promise him that she'll be leaving her house in like 5 mins. but instead she went to sleep for like another 5 hours! LOL. hah. &she received 11 msgs from her bf asking to pick up th phone call. haha, shes craves for maggie or malay food. haha. so slutty! yea. &her stupid pussy always interupts our conversation cos she always jealous that her owner is spending more time on her friends than her. fucking pussycat! burn your hair! yesterday her pussy bit her on the leg cos she was fucking hungry. i told her 'throw your cat down the window lah' &she just laughs. yea. &practically most of th time we spent on talking. i would be either sleeping or busy sms-ing someone esle... i love my crankyslut.
i would like to say sorry to my mommy. cos i got her worried for me. &i showed her attitude telling her not to care for me anymore, if not her fucking bf will be so fucking pissed. i mean he practically showed me fucking attitude on wednesday la. FUCKER! so sorry mommy. &i got back home late on wednesday &she was so worried. cos i smsed her saying that im in the safe hands of god. yea. guess i was kinda down actually. mm... i really love my mommy. &i dont want anything or anybody to make her feel bad. i mean she has done so many things for me in the past year. &i could never ask for more. i love my mommy! dont worry about your relationship. it will be okay!
hey,
i'm back on BLOGGER! yes, yes! haha.
english- 57% C5
chinese- 53% C6
maths- 64% B4
science-86.2% A1
food &nutrition-66% B3
humanites- ??%
well, i hope i pass it :( yea, tmr maybe going town with sindhu i hope? to get my flip flops :) LOVEYOU! haha... really. this week sucks! hah. i dont mind the guys wearing tie everyday. i think its so freaking cool. they should edit our shits like the primary school ones too! lol... i hate tucking in my shirts! im an ASSHOLE! i know it :( mm, lalala... blog soon.
I'M BACK! RE-LINK ME PLEASE (: THANKS DARLINGS!
WORDPRESS AINT THE THING FOR ME!
heys!
meet maple at nine @ HarbourFront... studied trigo... a-gogo! toa cah soh, sine rule &cosine rule was all in my mind! blehs! then this girl came towards us &maple got distracted. then she asked whether we wna play a game based on facts abt th world cup... in my mind i was like (shit man, i hate soccer, &all i know about it is that germany jersery rocks!)... then she asked maple for a number.
Maple: 24
Girl: Is scottland, one of the countries at the qualifying round for the world cup?
ME: no!
Maple: YES! YES!
ME: its no lah
Maple: my answer is YES!
Girl: *shakes head*
Maple: No?
Girl: YES! You won yourself a sundae!
LOL! haha... then studied... took pics (: lovedit... eddy came... he called us saying that he was near HF... 'the u-turn to HarbourFront very long, so it might take awhile'... in the end he took the mrt! LOL... then he came &things happened! lol.. suddenly i saw the taiwan street snacks stall opposite macs &i was whining saying that i wna eat there... but no... we had to study... then eddy also changed his mind... we went to eat. not at that taiwan stall, not at pastamania (sorry maple). but at FOOD JUNCTION! haha... had laksa, maple had chicken culet rice &eddy some jap food... i was practically eating like a pig! haha... then we left for town! mommy called. saying that she gna meet us there too! when we reached there. met ben, paaragon starbucks... hahas. thanks ben for th treat (: caramel frapp! then smth happened that made me pissed. i 'grabbed' maple &we were off to taka. they called us, we hung up. i so hate you &you know it! then we went to zaraa... the clothes there are soso nice (: then met maple's friend elton aka tonton... haha.. he's funny! went to ck... met mommy there! then back to taka for tea... delifrance... had a ice peach tea. &me, maple &mommy had a brain freeze cos we had a competion to drink up our drinks as fast as we could... hahas.. i lost i think... tonton left. went to heeren to take neo's... saw this nice green dunks... i want it! then maple left... me and mommy practically walked down the whole stretch of orchard rd la. then we went to the grand cathay to catch poseidon... its nice... fergie die in it, so thats th end of black eyed peas... bussed back. love mommy, eddy &maple loads (:
hey.
had a major breakdown just now. hais, i think i shall wait for people to call to me to go out rather than asking them out cos it sucks. was suppose to go out with ben tml, but then he felt lazy then i was like wth! then he was like sorry. then was like.... then he said lets go sentosa, then i went nvm... bye! then i felt so sorry for pissing me &him off so decided to say a sorry note... then was suppose to go out with crankybitch, she told me to get ready at 4. it was 4 i was ready, but she wasnt. then she said lets go batok instead, then i was like ok. so 4.50 i called her, she was like i'm sick... er, but i can still go out... then i was like ok... so should i leave now? then she was like joavannnn, i'm sick. &i siad forget it! &i hung up th phone.grr... my mom says naval piercings are mean for gay people. but i find it nice... how? does it make me gay? oh no! i am a homosexual... YIKES! haha... anw, i dont mind being hetrosexual, homosexual, bisexual, asexual or transexual. as long as i have friends who are there for me... (:
Animated growth, like trees, never proceeds in straight lines. Trees are not like the walls of a house, they adjust to the living conditions of wind, sun, soil, and rain.
heys... its vesak day. a day for all th buddhist... man, i thot today was suppose to go out with ben &the clique... but it is meant to be for tomorrow... hais. silly me! haha. then called joy to call th rest to see whether they're free... damn bored now... i dunno why i feel so restless... i've got th sudden urge to go overseas... i miss malaysia &
airasia... lol... man... things are really slack for me. my computer is really gna give up on me. i need a laptop soon.
S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this Y.O.U. are making this hard, I can't take it see it don't feel right... hahas... i'm planning to put braces get a naval, ear &tongue piercing when i complete secondary sch. i can't imagine myself with all those bling bling... hahas... no mood to continue... sorry!
oh man! 4 days straight... MC... hahas... i aint a pontank-er... i sadly kinda miss sch.. i miss my daddy
sze, mummy
fel, zhu ba jie
glenn, zhu ba jie cousin
ben, zhu zhu jie jie
maple,
eddy,
huda,
marcus,
ruth &
luke... they really rock! man, th doctor claims that if i aint feeling better for the next 3 days. i'll be put under obversavtion in hospital... so pray that it will never happen to me... cos i dont wna be admitted to SGH... hahas... suddenly got th urge to pierce naval when i finish sec 5...
ben, rmb to keep your promise okay?... lol... it's wierd for a guys to pierce naval, but it's cool! hahas...
later.
I'M BACK!
hahas... still having a fever. damn, missed two days of sch... missed feng yuan &max... hahas... wonder whats happening in sch... man, if the fever continues i have to be admited... hope that i'll be okay by tomorrow... yea.... took a bloody test ystd... found that my water comsumption level was quite low... i'm gonna die soon... the clique went to watch a movie ystd... but i didnt follow... anw had a long nap... really wanted that in a long time! hahas... i only completed 1/3 of the jungle expedition. due to my asthma condition. i owe ruth &ben my life man. they stayed up all night just to make sure that i'm still breathing... thanks guys! then i was declared unfit to continue... damn... i am so gonna come back and do it again one more time... it is worth the exprience... yea... always expect the unexpected... yea... blog when i feel better... enjoy the pics (:

the clique &fiona (she's hot!)

me &felicia rowing (sea expedition)

us (dreamers) @ dinawan island

ben, luke, me, maple &huda doing night watch.

sha, maple, felicia, sze, joy &me on airasia

obs kinarut models - me, maple, huda, ben &felicia

me. air sick....

us in the tent we pitched at the island.

the whole 48 of us!

nobody knows what we are pointing at, therefore we are called dreamers! (:

when you fly budget, you get everything budget.