I kinda laughed at myself when I saw my tagboard.

My, oh, my.
Anon, you're very bold indeed.

Firstly,
You're unknown.
So practically, if you were a friend or 'friend',
You would leave a name down to show how much
I didn't cherish that rship with you.

Secondly,
Did I mention I was prefect?
Did I mention I was ever that loyal & true blue to my friends?
Tsk, don't assume.

&oh, maybe I didn't cherish that rship with you cos of smth you might have done.
Well, if you have anything to say to me.
Be true to yourself & my blog, own up.
Write your name & we'll talk.

Btw, Karma is my friend.
I welcome whatever it's plans for me.
This post is not a comeback but a nice reply to you.
But, I just find it amusing to hear such stuff.
Oh wells. :D

Today was awesomely loved! :D

Went to Holland V to have Laska with Neville.
Been hell long since I last saw him, like way before my O'level papers.
So yeah, lunch was much productive over post-secondary pathways.
Then it was to Provence to get some yummy breads! :D

Went home, changed & left to Shang.
Met Bev & Vic at CityHall after Shang.
Headed to Yoshi for more lunch.
We really had a very nice & interesting conversation over lunch.
&I miss them much.

Then it was to Esplanade to relive our past memories of chilling out at night.
It felt so good going back with them there.
I wished I could playback those memories.
Then to Peninsular to check out clothes & bags.

Back to CityHall.
I love Olga so much! :D
Oh wells, its like another obsession I have.
Went to Bugis, gosh Iluma is so niceee! :D

Had Subway for dinner at FarEast.
Gosh, really, when I'm with them.
I really myself, I don't have to pretend or whatsoever.
So yeah, bussed home.
Set up Olga & she's ready to see th world.

I still miss my baby.
I love you. <3

I miss you.
It's really taking long, very long indeed.

I love you babe.
I'm just praying for your safety there & your flight back.
I wouldn't ask for more if you're back here with me, in one piece.

Sigh.
Work was fun as long as Reena's there.
Heh. We both got sent home at 4 due to the weather.

Oh, oh, oh.
I am so going to get my Holga soon! :D
Shipments' on it's way now.
But then I'm still hoping I can get my cash in time.
Sigh, I want the 135BC Snow Edition! *drools*

Things have been bothering me a lot lately.
I don't know, seems as if I may have lost it all.
Friends, people whom I thought I would have looked up to.
Gone.

Yeah, speaking of which.
Something of which Jason, Kenneth's friend, said was kinda true.
He said that, 'We @#$%^&*'! be !@#4ing !@#$ on *&^*&# that !@#!'& #$@%^ to @#$$@**.'
Decipher it.

It like when I hang around them I just tend to feel very irritated.
They just tend to tell you on how oh-so-amazing your life would be if you are there & stuff.
Like fudge, it's just a bloody school where you pursue your studies thats all.
Ugh, more or less I'm pissed off over th fact I'm meeting more new friends & neglecting old ones.

&don't try to say I never ask you guys out too.
I did my part to do what's best, I'm still here after-all.
I'm not dead or lame.
So yeah.

I'm just living my life the way it shouldn't be.
I don't wanna cling on to people who don't really treasure it all.
So now, things have change & I have given thoughts about it.
If you wanna be part of my life, just hop onto to me like a bus.
&I will take you out on a ride, for sure.

'Friends' will only treat you nice if they have a motive at the end of it.
Friends will treat you like shit, humiliate you in front of others but still cherish the friendship.

I'm running out of patience, 
'Cause I can't believe what the hell I'm hearing 
&Speaking of hell, 
It don't compare to this heat that I am feeling. 

I love you too much, it shows.
All my emotions go out of control oh whoa whoa.
Good for you bad for me,
When I can hardly see, from the tears that flow oh whoa.

I love you.
&I'm gonna miss you when you're gone. :(

Sigh, I don't know what's wrong.
Everything went so perfect on V'tines day.

But then, I just find it so hard to forgive.
Though I love you from the bottom of my heart,
I just can bring myself to forgive.
Or it is because I'm able to forget about it?

I'm just weird,
Normally people would find it easier to forgive then to forget, right?
Sigh.

I really love you.
It's gonna be hard for the next 2weeks when you're gone.
I'm gonna miss you much, really.

I got my enrollment package for LGMT on Saturday.
Currently waiting for them to send BS.
Ugh, almost everyone I know that got into BA has alr received theirs. ):

ENROLLMENT! :/
I can't wait for the notebook packages to be sent as well.
I want a Fujitsu LifeBook A6220 :D
I just find the model awesome with the exchangeable covers!
Planning to either get Purple or Red (If Kenneth isn't getting this model). :D



When did my heart go missin'? ):

I hate it...

When people cancel their meetings with me.
When people don't reply to sms or msn.
When people tend to lie for an excuse.
When people are free to an extend that they lie to say that they are busy.
When people don't really see th bigger picture.
When people don't tend to sacrifice a single bit.
When people tend think that their life is as all so impotant that they tend to neglect the word 'friends'
When people think their life is complete when its actually not.
When people don't have an idea on what they are doing.

Aiyah , bloody pissed off luh...

Haha.
I got my brother's webcam out & took it for ride! :D

MAJOR CAMWHORE! :D
Well, I re-did my wordpress & LJ templates as well.
&I'm back at LJ, wordpress is on hold. :D

Oh wells, another day stuck at home! :(
Kinda boreddddd!
I want food, I want to see the world. (So full of shit)
Had a dilemma yesterday over my polytechnic courses.
I have decided to take up the BusinessStudies offer.
I wonder what make rethink again?
As far as I remember, I cried big time when I got the Logistics offer.
So I don't what got me thinking again. :/

Gah.
Anyways, I off to explore the wonders of my kitchen.
Will be back.

Toodles! :D

What's with the title?
I'm sucha idiot, really.

I feel so bad about yesterday during phone conversation.
I just fell asleep like that & he was like there thinking what happened to me?
Gah, that's why never call me after 1a.m. if you hear me dragging my voice.
I'm sorry babe. :(

Well, woke up at 12.
Felt like a bloody pig, ugh.
I wanna go out, but no one and no plans today.
Tralalalala! :D

Ugh, stopping here.

BYE!

Mmm.
I just a happy boy with a happy certain someone? :D
I really thankful for this life.


Anyway,
Viccintta's 18th rocked big time.
Apart from the after-math, I think it went well.
&I'm so never gonna play Indian-Poker the way Chris does.
I'll just die.
I drank things which was horrifying to the taste buds.
MAJOR ew.
I had to alight at National Stadium just to puke okay?
&like everyone walked past as if I was putting on a bloody show for them.
Morons.

&like I was supposed to work at 12?
In the end when I got there?
I was told to head back cos there was sufficient staff.
Like wle?
Can at least bloody call me luh, I wasted 2bucks just to go work.

Somehow, to sum it up the first half of Saturday sucked big time.
&the remaining half of th day rocked big time all because of you.
You took th effort to come & meet me when I was sick, gah.
Well, dinner was kinda fun I suppose?

Went to Church on Sunday, yes.
I'm gonna go church every week now! :D
Be a devoted Roman Catholic, folks would be darn proud.
HAHA.
Well they'll just be happy, heh.

Mmmm.
Yesterday, got me deffered for NS.
HAHA, just waiting for that NP enrollment package to arrive.
God, I don't know why I want to start school that bad! ):

Damn,
Polytechnic's starting in like 2months plus?
It's way, way, super waaaaaaaaaay bloody long.

I've become a facebook whore for this week.
I've not been working for a week, so it sucks.
I'm just weird + complicated.
Even I don't understand myself, heh.

It's like when I work, I yearn to gain freedom.
But when I off, I get so bored that I wanna kill myself.
It's so shitty.

I'm thinking of moving my blog to either my current wordpress or livejournal.
But should I?
I'm getting bored of blogging.
I don't know.

Whenever I have th inspiration to blog, the computer is not accessible.
But when I online, I tend to get so *blank* when I look at th screen
Yes, ohgosh.
I am indeed weird. :/

I want to start school quick.
Yes, I might regret saying this.
I wanna do something productive luh!
I want to have a GPA of like atleast 3.5?
Yes, I'm an ambitious bitch.
Call me proud or whatever, I really want to do well.
I want to get a Degree or Master in International Business.
Thinking too much?
I'm not sure, least I have my path planned more or less.

I just my registration letter for NS the day before yesterday.
I need to deffer it on Monday.
I wonder how would NS life be like?
Oh no, someone please, like please take me out.

I'm dying.
xoxo.

Hello.

I've not been blogging cos of my-all-so-busy-boring life, ):
Sigh, Timothy scared the shits out of me on Saturday when he said most of the guys got their NS letter.
Wle, I thought I was like due for NS anytime soon man!
But I decided to check the portal & this is what I got!

Dear Mr JOAVAN BRANDON WOLFGANG BOSCO PEREIRA.

You have not registered your National Service through the Internet yet.
Please do so between the period from Mon, 9 Feb 2009 to Fri, 27 Feb 2009 .

Have a nice day.

So I'm kinda safe, I guess?
Heh.

Anyways, I am gonna miss Sec5B!
Everyone's going everywhere.
Mostly SP & RP, I'm stuck at NP.
I know I shouldn't complaint but I miss my classmates too!

I'm very thankful to God for giving me a second shot at education.
This time I really won't let anybody down, I promise.
&to those who didn't make it for polytechnic or didn't got into the course they wanted,
Don't give up alright?
Have faith, do well again & succeed!

Sigh.
I'm like paying adult fare when I'm not even 21.
Sheez, I'm gna shut myself at home unless there's really a need to go out.

Went to Kenneth's place today,
Awesome fun shit.
Played Wii! :D
&watch hairspray. HAHAHA.

I'm so tired.
Geez, someone please blog for me?

p.s, Be my valentine?