Okay, apologies again for not updating.

School has been taking up too much time on me, so much so that I even hardly spent time with my 'old' clique. Reason for putting as 'old' is that now I am in another clique. & It feels so f*cking shitty when I can't really prioritize my time well.

I miss the 'old' them, it's like I have been rejuvenated when I got into poly. I have been b*tchy, cranky and so whiny to whatever situations that I faced. Which is kinda f*ck, f*ck, f*ck, f*ck, and f*ck. I really miss them alot, the guilt is within me, tho I don't really show it. Sigh, what the f*ck? I just don't know who to be? Who I really am. :/

I just tend to have a big issue with time management. It's just the cause of me not sleeping which is kinda f*cked up. Sigh. I'm really not getting enough of sleep as well. My tutorials are like not even completed for some modules. I wonder sometimes, is this the life that's worth living for? Or am I just creating more troubles for me to face?

Not getting into Ambassadors was like a major BOO HOO which is kinda f*cked. Hopes for getting into Ambassadors were like high but I guess me and the gang wasn't like cut out for it. Another short-term BOO HOO was that I didn't get shortlisted for tomorrow's touch rugby match. Yes, I know I shouldn't be bummering about it but I just felt that I had much more potential by being in the team. :/

Oh wells. Sometimes, you can't never expect things the way you want it to be. Just have to move on and not let it bother you. Try to make the best out of everything, learn from it and you'll change. Heh, I sounded as if I'm like f*cking good at handling such situation.

Back to Polytechnic life, 5 words. Rot & die motherf*ckers. I swear that is like the last word I want to use on friends, classmates, people & teachers. But some sh*t happened yesterday, ah yes, the first time I didn't go school cos I had no proper time management.

Okay, back to the issues, so it's like the class had Microeconomics and we're having e-Learning next week. & Somehow my 'useless' classmates didn't take the effort to put me in their group. Like wtf, how can my own classmate do such thing to me? It's like I'm hardly noticed at all or I am not appreciated? Yeah, some of them think its bloody f*cking funny when they found out that I am grouped with the 2 two PRC students from my class. I mean, there's nothing wrong with the both of them but it's just that it's hard to communicate sometimes. :/

Ugh, school's indeed a bitch.