Everyone's telling me to give up on you.
How can I?

I don't have the heart to do it...
I really can't.
After we have been thru all this while...
It just hurts.

M: What happens if you know that after tomorrow you would never fucking see his boyfriend
Bo: I would wish tomorrow never come.

I am really hurting over here.
I miss you.

Went shopping today...
I got myself a tank and a tee from Sportsmanasia.
&got me another pair of havianas! :D

Haha.
Applied got NUM today.
Hopefully I either get a job in one of these 2 locations luh...


I AM SO HAPPY AS CAN BE!

I don't want this words to come out of me.
Really, I don't.
I don't wanna give up on you that easily.
You can have your reasons for avoiding me,
but I just wanna know why? Please tell me.
Don't keep me suffering in pain...

Sometimes I do really have to urge just to run away from all this.
Where? I don't know but I just wanna leave all this behind.
I can't take it anymore, esp. when my N'levels are coming closer.
Ugh. I am gonna give up on everything alrdy.
This is shit. Really.

I wanna be big in th future,
but I can't cos I'ma stubborn ASS now.
Screw this nd everything.

Love?
Where is it when I need you now?
Ugh.

Going sentosa with part of 'Sexy 8' later.
Mmm. Sportsmenasia replied to my email,
think I'm gonna give them a call to arrange for an appointment or something luh.

Sigh, its still raining here.
I wanna go to th beach to calm &relax myself.
Been awhile huh?

I need this love more than ever.
I just need you back baby,
I apologize.
Sorry.

I'm not the easiest person to love.
I'm often the one who let things go unresolved.

Yet you choose to be,
on the side of me.
on the side of me.
yeah, you choose to be,
on the side of me.
on the side of me.

I'm not too proud of something,
I've done in my life.
The skeletons in my closet,
are too big for me to hide.

Yet you choose to be,
on the side of me.
on the side of me.
Blessed charity.
you're on the side of me.
on the side of me.

Everyone need a friend to hold.
When it's cold outside,
&there's no place to go.
Everyone need a friend to hold.
All alone I cried,
There was no place to go.

I remember when nobody cared,
But you.

I'm not the easiest person to love.
But you, opened your heart to show me,
What I'm worth.

Cause you choose to be,
On the side of me.
On the side of me.
What a mystery.
You're on the side of me,
On the side of me.

Everyone need a friend to hold.
When it's cold outside,
&there's no place to go.
Everyone need a friend to hold.
All alone I cried,
There was no place to go.

I remember when nobody cared,
I remember when nobody cared,
Nobody cared,
But you.

Yeah, you choose to be,
On the side of me.
On the side of me.

-On the side of me, Corrinne May.

Hello you.

Yes, you.
I need you now.
Where have you gone?

Please call.

Love,
Wolfgang! :(

The steps on the stairs
Aren't really there
Feel like there's someone watching me
Shadows on the wall
Whispers down the hall
When I look theres nothing to see
You say that you let her go
Turn the page and closed the door
Can't get inside your head
'cause when I try, she's there instead

I can't compete with a memory
How can I fight with someone that I can't see?
Theres two of us but it feels like three
I wish her ghost would just let us be
Boy your everything I ever wanted
But I got to let you go 'cause this love is...
Haunted
Haunted

You say that shes gone
That you've moved on
so why do I feel her eyes on me
Invisible chains keep us in pain
Won't you please tell her set you free?
Sometimes when you look past me
Your eyes see someone I can't see
So I've given up this war
'cause I can't fight it anymore

I can't compete with a memory
How can I fight with someone that I can't see?
Theres two of us but it feels like three
I wish her ghost would just let us be
Boy your everything I ever wanted
But I got to let you go 'cause this love is...
Haunted
Haunted

Wish I could cast a spell to make her spirit leave
The walls close and then its so damn hard to breath

There is nothing I could do about it...

I can't compete with a memory
How can I fight with someone that I can't see?
Theres two of us but it feels like three
I wish her ghost would just let us be
Boy your everything I ever wanted
But I got to let you go 'cause this love is...
Haunted
Haunted...

Haunted
Haunted

I don't want to fight anymore
Someone is walking out that door...

Haunted
Haunted...

Oh man!

Th I-Pod Classic is like th best birthday present ever man!
Th love is like th best thing God has given to me too!
Haha. Am I that lucky to be blessed with this two?

I simply love sending you home from school that day,
Even though this week was like chaos for both of us.
It was just indeed satisfying...

Now.
There's just a part me missing you so much
&my emotions are so fragile that I could just break easily.
I just don't know why?
It seems so easy for me over the weekdays
But when its th weekends I just wanna get hold of you so badly.
Really.

Corrinne May's songs are remedies now.
Its just so nice.
Especially tracks like '33' and many more from th new album.
I need to go & buy her old albums.
She's my fav artist, local &international.

Sigh.
Tmr, I'm turnning 16.
&I don't feel like welcoming tmr
But rather wished it stayed sunday forever.

Bummer!

Well.
Been thinking lately on how have i been living my life in 2007.

&well i must say it has been a great one for me,  
God has blessed me with friends that i'm so thankful for;
Vic, Joy, Huda, Jingjie, Bev, Timo, Felicia &so many more.
You guys were there for me no matter what
&I appreciate it. Seriously.

Somehow I just wished that time could just stop here
&just let me cherish the people i have around me.
I just praying that next year,
I would hope to see th whole of Sec 4H go to Sec 5.
This bunch of classmates I have are the most memorable ones in my years in Fairfield.
Even my classmates in QPS can't come up to this standard (no offence),
But seriously, my class stays united &we fight for our rights.

I remember we fought for a rematch during inter-class games of which th whole council hated us.
We've created a household name for normal academic students
&our form teachers are proud of us as we're unique in one way or another.
If anyone would ask me on 'what do you most love about your school?'
I would just say 'My class', for without them I am nobody.

Thats about school, as for my personal life.
I do have my high's &low's.
Love for me this year has indeed been a fucking roller coaster ride,
Thank God. I have found him.


Bo, You just don't know how much you mean to me aight?
Give me time &I'll show it.
For your love for me is unfailing.

Well, there's still a remaning of 2.5 months to go.
&I hope that everything goes smoothly from now forth.


Wolfgang.

Dear readers/friends,

I'm really sorry for not blogging for a long period of time.
was busy mugging for prelims &N's...

&&my mugging did paid off!
I got 2nd in class &3rd for level, whee!

English - 63 (B4)
Chinese -65 (B3)
Maths - 88 (A1)
Science - 78 (A1)
Humans - 55 (C5)
Food &Nutrition - 68 (B3)

L1R4, 12pts
L1R5, 17pts
Overall, 69.5%! :D

For the first time I achieved something thats so GOOD!
Haha, I'm waiting now for N'levels.
ACJC/ACS(I)IB, here I come! :D
mmm, Still considering LASALLE
for 'BACHELOR OF ARTS (HONS) ACTING'

Theatre studies and things like that,
So cool!

Then I can enter NUS (FASS)
or any other universities that offers Media Arts! (:

Oh cool! I can't wait! This is so fun!
I'm goona mug like shit!
SERIOUSLY!

Aight, time to mug now for BETTER RESULTS!