I just wna scream at the top of my lungs. I had enough. I wna give up but I can't. ACJC is just there, I need to fucking motivate myself.
Sigh, Is love rly a necessity for me? Why can I just go on with singlehood? Do I rly need to depend or seek comfort in my other half? Is all this rly important?
I rly do love you. I am willing to take a chance just for you again. But how long can I wait? 16years more? Do I believe 'The Leap Years' story? Does him come like th wind?
Sigh. I am just messed up. Where do I go on from here?
You're just beautiful love.
I don't know, if I am the one for you in this life. I can't help, hearing my voice calling your name. Cuz when I, trying so hard not to look in your eyes. Maybe I, have fallen in love with you.
I can't so describe, How I'm feeling deep inside. So much more than I can say, With your touch it feels so right. Oh my, you're so near, All the time in this place. For I know in my heart, I will never let you go. In this lifetime, Do you know why, oh baby, Cause you're just so Beautiful to me.
Well tonight, maybe this time I can hear you breathe. It's alive, to see you smile with those tears in your eyes. They may say, that you're just a girl in this spinning world. In my heart, you're like the world to me.
I can't so describe, How I'm feeling deep inside. So much more than I can say, With your touch it feels so right. Oh my, you're so near, All the time in this place. For I know in my heart, I will never let you go. In this lifetime, Do you know why, oh baby. Cause you're just so beautiful to me.
Touch my hand; feel my heart, Hold me close&you'll find me.
&I love my sex.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Sigh, O'levels timetable is out alrdy, fuck it.
Thank God, Our last paper is on th 11th November. Damn early! Woots.
So, Joy nd some of us are planning to go on a cruise after O's! Cool huh? Oh wells, better start mugging soon. If not, th after effect won't be that good.
ACJC, watch out, here I come!
fcuk off.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I don't need anymore of this. Fuck you.
Just pop that zipper for me.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
School's coming along alright, as I would say... I'm done with almost all my test except for Combined Humanities &English.
This year is so gonna be stressful, O'Levels, Drama, DSA, 120th Anniversary, Carnival@Fairfield, 5B, Arts 4 Christ, Sentosa Luge, &much more to come...
Man, I rly wish that th class would just come together nd co-operate for once? Is that so hard to ask for? I just can stand it, it's irritating nd frustrating when you try to get attention from them to obey... &th worst part is that they don't fucking listen.
Sigh... Well enough about th class. I'm starting to miss th other half more. I thought it would be good if we went our own ways to prevent further conflict, But instead it brought me sorrow nd pain. Sigh, forget it. No turning back...
Today, Headed out with my darlings to town to chill. Oh, We bumped into Ms. Toh too! She's like so sweet luh....
Then we went to, Far East for dinner, walk walk, see see. Hereen to shop shop. Cathay to yum yum. Then we called it a day. Tmr's Vic belated birthday celebration, so looking forward to it.
Caian! Oh? Shake that booty, baby! Huh? Ms. Toh! Yum Yum. More Yum Yum. Love. More LOVE.
Its getting late. I'll call it a night.
Cheers.
Everything that I've always dreamed of...
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Artist: Jordin Sparks Song: One Step At A Time
Hurry up and wait So close, but so far away Everything that you've always dreamed of Close enough for you to taste But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it You know you can if you get the chance In your face as the door keeps slamming Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take One step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen and it's Supposed to happen that we Find the reasons why On step at a time
You believe and you doubt You're confused, you got it all figured out Everything that you wished for Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it You know you can if you get the chance In your face as the door keeps slamming Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take One step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen and it's Supposed to happen that we Find the reasons why On step at a time
When you can't wait any longer But there's no end in sight It's the faith that makes you stronger The only way you get there Is one step at a time
Take one step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen and it's Supposed to happen that we Find the reasons why On step at a time
One step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen and it's Supposed to happen that we Find the reasons why On step at a time
Sham & Iggie B'day Pictures!
Monday, February 18, 2008
Pictures!
Me & Iggie Me, Iggie & Mike Mike & Me Prep. Time Me & Jeremy My Buns & Me at work Me & Nicky at th pit. Otah, satay, weenies or me? I can be your Satay Boy, just pay me. Me & Sham
Call me when you're sober.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Th weekend was absolutely FAB. Stayed over at th Island with Sham, Iggie &Mike. Had some wine.
Work th next day. Rushed back to help out with th party. I was assigned to be th satay boi... I slack or what but I gave up after a period of time.
Varian poured a couple of drinks. I was high, dizzy and intoxicated. Absolut Raspberri, Jim Bean, awesome.... Well, untill it came to point where I decided to mingle around &mingle with others. I saw COREY, after a very very long time. God, it has been a year since we last chatted. HAHA.
I couldn't sleep properly last night. Managed to get a short nap from 6 to 8... HAHA.
Oh wells. I'll upload th pics when they send it to me. Have a great week ahead guys!
Every inch of you smells of desire.
BOBO,
Thanks to you. I hooked on to this track. ROAR!
The way you walk, the rythmn when you're dancing, Every inch of you spells out desire, You're such a rush,(rush)the rush is never ending. Now, You got it, you're wow wow wow wow, You got it, you're wow wow wow wow.
Tonight your having me your way...
Thursday, February 14, 2008
I love it (I love it) You love it (You love it) Every time (Every time) We touchin (We touchin) I want it (I want it) You want it (You want it) I'll see you (I'll see you) In the morning (In the morning)
Wanna put my fingers through your hair Wrap me up in your legs & love you till your eyes roll back I'm tryin to put you to bed, bed, bed I'mma put you to bed, bed, bed Then I'ma rock your body Turn you over Love is a war I'm your soldier Touchin you like it's our first time I'mma put you to bed, bed, bed I'ma put you to bed, bed, bed
Happy Valentines' Day Yea'll!
School was lovely today. Received gifts from my darlings. Thanks yea! :D Wasn't many as compared to others but I like them. Yeah.
Thanks, Joy for th Baby Cookie Monster. En & Glenys for th Baby Tasmanian Devil. Kev for th Watch & Sweater. Rachel for th cookies. Atiqah for th cookies. Chandhi for th cookies. JJ, Vic, Sha & Huda for th note nd the bear. Mr. Ho, Ms. Lily &Mrs. Tan for th goodies. && not forgeting everyone for making this day special
Spread th love.
I've made up my mind.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
JC, it is...
I've many in mind alrdy... ACJC, VJC, TPJC, MJC? Haha. I'm applying thru DSA first. Hopefully I get thru man... I want ACJC, VJC or TPJC because they have theatre studies! Ugh, mug mug mug. :D Now or never.
Tmr is V day. Shucks. Dead.
Btw, eternal summer is nice movie :D
Cheers.
Covers, covers, covers.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
I so love covers. Check out youtube for more!
Andy - "Gimme More" (Britney Spears Cover)
Nic Billington - Gimme More (Britney Spears Cover)
Patrickblog - "Piece of Me" (Britney Spears Cover)
Andy - "Piece of Me" (Britney Spears Cover)
I need a recovery.
Monday, February 11, 2008
School is going fast. Not that I don't like it but... It's way too fast. Ok, I just shut up now.
Oh, I found this blogger site damn cool. You guys should check it out, http://sebastianho.com .
Enjoy!
I wanna watch this!
Friday, February 8, 2008
&when I loose myself I think of you...
Thursday, February 7, 2008
I'm staring at a broken door There's nothing left here anymore My room is cold It's making me insane
I've been waiting here so long But now the moment seems to've come, I see the dark clouds coming up again.
Running through the monsoon Beyond the world, To the end of time, Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm, Into the blue, &when I loose myself I think of you, Together we'll be running somewhere new Through the monsoon. Just me and you
A half moon's fading from my sight I see a vision in its light But now it's gone and left me so alone I know I have to find you now Can hear your name, I don't know how Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?
Running through the monsoon Beyond the world To the end of time Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm Into the blue &when I loose myself I think of you Together we'll be running somewhere new ¬hing can hold me back from you Through the monsoon
Hey! Hey!
I'm fighting all this power Coming in my way Let it take me straight to you I'll be running night and day I'll be with you soon Just me and you We'll be there soon So soon
Running through the monsoon Beyond the world To the end of time Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm Into the blue &when I loose myself I think of you Together we'll be running somewhere new ¬hing can hold me back from you Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon Just me and you Through the monsoon Just me and you
Ding Dong Bell...
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Sigh. I dropped A Maths for good now. So its now just 6, SIX SUBJECTS!
Damn, Mdm Xu wanted to me take up CLB. Kinda depressing. Both me &her. Never made a teacher felt so disappointed in me so much. Sigh. But I promised to work hard.
I need to rly rly work hard now.
English A2 Chinese B3, yes. B3! E Maths A1 Comb. Sci A1 Comb. Humans B3 Food & Nutrition A2
Yeah, 4 Distinctions. Its hard I know. ButI must work hard yea! JIAYOU! :D
Tmr is ethnic celebration. Our class is going kampung style! I'll try to get pics uploaded aight?