&i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
&it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime I walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be...
a murderer
hey! sister left for m'sia on sunday, irenaeus sis left for cambodia on saturday &im leaving on saturday for sabah. man, i'm sorry for those who wna sent me off, cos i'm boarding th plane at johor - senai airport, so sorry! hahas... my bloody plane is arriving back in m'sia ard 11pm on saturday... by th time i'll be in singapore at 0200hrs th next day.. WTH! okay, i have mad up my mind to join th NAVY... tourism can wait... i think i'll take a dip in nautical studies (: hahas... MARINE! AQUA! WATER! MY THIRD HOME! i must learn how to swim... then i need not worry anymore... guess what? i got highest for chemistry test... so tyco la... 28/30... haha... plus i didnt study... okay... gotta go and pack for SABAH! byes
hey... its been awhile... my comp broke down on sunday night... so didnt blog th whole week... shall start with last thursday...
THURDAY 13/04had church... man, we look damn super cool serving th maundy thursday service... hahas... played dota after the mass... man, i think i shall stick to ommiknight... its so so cool... esp. guardian angel... hahas... played for two rounds... had to go home after that cos mum called jason...
FRIDAY 14/04went for service at 12.30... chinese, man... those people don't really understand th meaning of not kissing th cross &HFMD.... bloody hell... thank god i took th cloth uncle richard gave me and wiped th cross... man, these people really dont understand chinese! stayed in church till th 3pm serivce ended... went home... got changed for th serivce at st. joseph's... they said it suppose to start at 6.30 but when i got there, i was alr 1st reading... i was like WTH! soon later bryan &alex family came... hahas... its was so embrassing cause bryan's dad side people were there &i didnt know them... so pai sei... like extra kid there... hahas... then bryan's mum was playing w th wax so was charlene &alex... it's was damn funny. MAN! i wished i had parents like them... then when it was th procession time, alex had to go and pee... so i followed him... we ran to st. peter &paul church cos th st. joseph's one was blocked... it was so eerie that i ran out of th church as soon as we got out of th toilet... th statues eyes were freaky... soon th procession ended... alex left so did bryan... went home &slept...
SATURDAY 15/04went for meeting... didnt serve vigil... but nvm... (: after their rehearsal had ended they went to play dota... bloody alex made me had a abrasion on my knee there cos he asked me to hurry up because they were gna start without me... so i ran from church to th arcade... bloody hell, when i got there, they havent on thier comps la... besides jason &clement were at NTUC... knn... played ommiknight... lost both rounds... but my ranking was better than last time... (: went home... got changed... wore purple shirt &formal black pants... look so bloody hot... hahas... th service started... felt like going home half-way... but decided to stay on... yea... went home with bradley... he's so bloody funny la...
SUNDAY 16/04served 7.30 with bradley... bra &leslie + joshua dass didnt come... man... th mass really rocked... cos we were afraid or anything... everything went smoothly... i even went to th loo cos i had dioerra... yucks... after church went home... then went changi for family lunch... man, th place totally changed... ate duck rice, it was okay... you know what? th duck rice uncle was colour blind i think? cos he asked whether i was chinese... i was like OMG! hahas... then went to yishun, orchid country club cos patrick bro had a chalet there... it was so cool... but too small... like those hotel rooms in KL... yea... than went back home... th smell in th 855 bus stinks... seriously... yucks! then slept...
MONDAY 17/04went to sch. nth unusual.
TUESDAY 18/04nth happening.
WEDNESDAY 19/04went for drama, samuel lam's th new president! yea!
THURSDAY 20/04f&n practical for half th class, nth much.
FRIDAY 21/04sick. didnt go sch. ):
you took my hand, you showed me how, you promised me you would be around. uh huh, thats right. i took your words &i believed in everything you said to me. yeah huh, thats right.
if someone said three years from now you would be long gone, i would stand up and punch them up cause they're all wrong. i know better cause you said forever &ever, who knew?
remember when we were such fools &so convinced and just too cool, oh no no no. i wish i could touch you again i wish i could still call you friend, i would give anything
when someone said count your blessings now, for they are long gone. i guess i just didnt know how, i was all wrong, they knew better. still you said forever &ever, who knew?
yeah yeah, i'll keep you locked in my head until we meet again, until we, until we meet again &i wont forget you my friend. what happened?
if someone said three years from now you would be long gone, i would stand up and punch them up cause they are all wrong &that last kiss i'll cherish until we meet again &time makes it harder i wish i could remember. but i keep your memory, you visit me in my sleep my darling who knew? my darling, my darling who knew? my darling, i miss you. my darling, who knew? who knew?
-pink, who knew
your eye is on the sparrow
&your hand, it comforts me
from the ends of the earth to the depth of my heart
let your mercy and strength be seen
you call me to your purpose
as angels understand
for your glory, may you draw all men
as your love and grace demand
&i will run to you
to your words of truth
not by might, not by power
but by the spirit of God
yes i will run the race
'till i see your face
oh let me live in the glory of your grace
>>here we go, trina ft. kelly rowland
heys... its th holy week... church was ok, mm... serving holy thursday &good friday! hahas... i'm taking lamppost w bradley's &matthias... mm... talked to bradley... well things turned out right... yea! mm... took me guts to talk to him... well monday for sch really sucked... th weather is like bloody hot la... sweating like shit... so was mr. lim! hahas... then it rained for awhile... then had english... no teachers... we crapped &crapped... like nobodys business... talked dirty... took act cute pictures of ourselves... went dover for lunch... YUMMY... even though i nvr eat anything. then bev's friend, ronald came &joined us... crapped. then headed home... then found i 'lost' my sciences tbk la... damn scary lehs! i almost totally freaked out... then i thot maybe it could be in mr. ho's classroom... then went church for rehearsal... i so love rehearsals... its the whackiest moments... lala... HIDE &SEEK! BOO! then talked to bradley... mmm... no comments... sylvester's prayer was answered, if he'd prayed for this to happen
... LOL!
-post to be continued-
hey... its been a week since i last blog... man... this sucks... school was okay... my K500i gave up on me on sunday... damn... now using jingy's N6230... he's got a new phone; K750i ... so i'm using his old phone... man... this sucks... hahas.. life's screwed... yesterday was so fun... played water bomb in sch... after sch me, chad, suba, bev, joy &huda went to dover to play somemore... we kept running away from th bangala... lol... cos we were taking thier water supply to use for our water bomb... hahas... it was so hillarious... hahas... shall blog ltr... gotta go... byes.
where'd you go?
yes yes... mondays usually suck dont they? why? cause they are the first days of th week... oh boy. th ride to sch was okay... nth that i can ever complaint abt (i should be grateful!)... then i went to locker...
fine! if you wna ignore me its your problem, but didnt have to make so obivious to me that you had to switch your places right? idiot... my love for you will still remain... then... came th morning assembly... well... it was BLOODY HILLARIOUS! oliver is so BLOODY FUNNAYE... th national anthem- i couldnt stop myself from laugh... all was oliver's fault! ASS! hahas... had chinese... man... she could lie to us without us even knowing... smart idiot! hahas... rach passed me th letter... replied it back... guess its ok forever i hope? yea... had ss... man... revision for russia... i cant stand th bloody stuckup jerk... well it gets better &better in english... then had 'free period'... ran away as usual... bloody tim &caspar were acting like some spastic twerp... HEEHEES... hahas... well theres conflict amg th clique im in now... man... it always happens... then had english... newspapers... was suppose to do a review but cared less &read an article abt kumar the DIVA... i dunno why people mock these kind of people... MAN... these people really do need to get a life... yea... then switched teachers... did my blood article.. &i went WEE-... &started throwing paper balls everywhere... it was th happening part of th day too... &i completely ignore th jerk.. as if he didnt exist... yea... then had lifeskills... mr. ho took a long time to come to our class... we were like waiting for him... we didnt do much cause yi xian lost he bag... argh... now if no ones admitting who took his bag.. th whole class is so freaking screwed... cos of our behaviour in english... &we might loose ms. ho as our teacher... &i might loose my sabah trip... argh! knn... please i beg you return the bag... assholes!
reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
release your innovations
feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else
can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten
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is this a dream?
if it is
please dont wake me from this high
ive become comfortably numb
until you opened up my eyes
to what its like
when everythings right
i cant believe
you found me
when no one else was lookin'
how did you know just where i would be?
yeah, you broke through
all of my confusion
the ups and the downs
&you still didnt leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
you found me
you found me
so, here we are
thats pretty far
when you think of where weve been
no going back
im fading out
all that has faded me within
youre by my side
now everythings fine
i cant believe
you found me
when no one else was lookin'
how did you know just where i would be?
yeah, you broke through
all of my confusion
the ups and the downs
&you still didnt leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
you found me
you found me
&i was hiding
'til you came along
&showed me where i belong
you found me
you found me
when no one else was lookin'
how did you know?
how did you know?
you found me
when no one else was lookin'
how did you know just where i would be?
yeah, you broke through
all of my confusion
the ups and the downs
&you still didnt leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
you found me
you found me
(when no one else was lookin')
you found me
(how did you know just where i would be?)
you broke through
all of my confusion
the ups and the downs
&you still didnt leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
the good and the bad
&the things in between
you found me
you found me
hello... its a sunday! rahh! goddamit... this sucks... just saw th bag i wna get. either a philosophy or an outgear one... MAN! th philosophy one is like a million times better then my old one... plus it can fit MORE THINGS &ITS CHEAPER! WTH! hahas... hahas... but maple wants it RED... so maybe might be getting th outgear one... man... th philosophy is super duper nice... hahas... its limited ed... WTH! does it means it rare? hahas... LOSER! damn... wna get th new reebok shoe! i saw th limited ed reebok shoe at queensway... it fucking NICE!
its damn nice right?
i told you so!
its getting better &better.
oh no! shoe fetish!
classic!
hais... looking for a bloody job now... who wna hire me?
wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new i dont know who you are but im with you...hello. seriously missed my blog! miss you so so much! hahs... mm... shall start off with monday...
monday.
had chinese... some stupid letter thingy... nobody was paying attention... bleaghs... had social studies test -northen ireland... hahas... some of them thot it was th russia bloody sunday &answered th whole thing wrongly... sad man... then had 'free period' &we ran out of his class agn... man, one day he is gna catch us... hahas... then had recess... ate ALOT! hahas... then had english... newspaper article... me &glenn was disturbing SZE... hahas... poor fellow! yea... then had life skills... was sitting nxt to suba... whahahas... disturbing her also... tsk tsk...
tuesday.
had chapel &signed out.
wednesday.
had chemistry... ionic bonding... ivan is seriously funny! asked him to help me design a shoe... mmm... havent even bought th converse shoe yet... so asked him to show me how will it look like... hahas... he seriously funny lah... then had PE... 2.4 km... was kinda pissed... then someone showed off... bloody idiot, you watch out... feng yuan will beat your timming sooner or later... ASS! then had english... did friendship bands... it was ok... asked the grandmother (viccintta) to help me do... then had chinese... no one was listening... hee hees! then had food &nutrition... MILK! hahas... actually is should be dairy products instead... cos some tasted yoghurt, ice cream (it was bloody disgusting), cheddar, Parmesan, carnation milk, condensed milk, UHT milk &full cream milk... YUCKS! i dont really like milk now...
thursday.
cooking wasnt a success today :( ... brunt my tarts &rendang.... sad man... th only thing that came out well was th tuna &vegetable bake... YUMMY! so sorry bev... some idiots were talking behind my back! idiots! hahas... then had english... did procedural texts... hais... social studies -russia &lastly had chemistry...
friday.
had physics... rushed for th homework... he kept staring at me, glenn, viccintta &jing jie... he's seriously wierd... man... then had chinese... ran out of class... :P ... then had recess... social studies... then had maths... he scolded th whole class... seriously sad man... then had chemistry... keith blew his top off &pulled caspar's hair... LOL!
was pissed ystd... some kinda friend say that i'm not one of her piorities just because i didnt talked to her... WTH! i knw bitch abt th person i hate but that doesnt mean that i still dont talk to her right... i told you that if you need help or anything approach me... but you didnt right... so you have no right to tell my slut that okay? anyway... you are just like your best friend... no wonder the class doesnt like you both...
PISSED OFF!
