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In Open Fields of Wild Flowers...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Finally, it's coming to an end!
No more late nights, no more stress.
No more books, no more you.

Well, I think I'll can predict my results.

So here goes,
English - B4
Chinese - C6
Maths - B3
Phys/Chem -C5
SS/History - C5
Food & Nutrition - B3

L1R4 - 20 Pt's
L1R5 - 26 Pt's

Tskk.
That's like damn bad.
Oh wells, looks like my June hols is preoccupied with S2E.
Sucks, sucks, sucks.

Anyway, I am craving for buttermilk biscuits from Popeye's!
Yummy!

Haha, tmr's Science Practical, first slot.
SUCKS!

Well. I really need to rest.
Get things straighten out.

Goodbye love,
You could've been the one.
Your lost.


This was a therapeutic chain of events...
Wednesday, April 23, 2008

It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional.
It sure as hell ain't normal.
But we deal, we deal.
So just sit back,
&relax &relapse again.

Woke up at 7.45 a.m.
Supposed to meet Vic at around 7.30,
Silly me, overslept.

Bussed to Commonwealth.
Saw her at Kofu enjoying herself,
Happily eating her porridge & reading her book.
Then we trained down to Pasir Ris to collect my sister's laptop. :)

HAHA.
Vic was over-reacting after seeing my sister.
Poor her. HAHA
Vic even commented that people that lives in the east side are weird,
But they are HOT stuff.

Took 15 down to Marine Parade Library.
It looks damn big but the interior is super cramp luh.
Managed to find a small spot where we could at least have space.
Bev joined us like 10mins later.
It was damn fun as we were productive doing our own self-study.
Not soon after, Joy joined us.

Went for lunch at Parkway.
Hokkien Fried Noodle,
Tasted bit weird but what-the-heck.
Just EAT luh, complain, complain complain!
Tsk...

Went back,
Taught Bev a bit of Trigonometry
&did a bit of 1997 Paper 2.
Damn worried for tomorrow luh.
I can't afford to flunk or screw up maths.
Did work till 5plus.
Went to Parkway as Vic wanted to get clothes from Cotton On.
But instead Joy was the one got clothes.

Joy left for home.
Vic left for home together with Bev as she had smth at Sembawang.
I was like alone, ALONE I tell you!
Not long later, Bev called asked me to join them at Eunos as she wasn't going to Sembawang.

So I met the girls over there.
Went up & chill.
Ah, so nice & cosy.
Suddenly my tummy started to ache, freak.
Vic was like, eh you seriously ok?
LOL!

Watched 50 First Dates.
So nice.
Sigh, Love is just so loaded with a lot of meanings behind it.
Oh wells.

Bussed back with Vic.
Now I am home, panicking about my paper tmr.
CRAP!

Oh wells. I'm off now
Take care.

If you only knew how I felt.
I still do care.


I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008

&I'll never give myself to another,
The way I gave it to you.
Don't even recognize,
The ways you hit me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back,
&you're the one to blame.

I guess this is what I get,
For wishful thinking.
Should've never let you into my door.
Next time you wanna go on and leave,
I should just let you go on and do it.
It's not usual like how I'll leave,
It's like I checked into rehab.


Doesn't Really Matter...

SORRY.

I apologise for nt updating!
Busy, busy, busy with my mid-years in progress!

Had my Chinese paper on Saturday morning till afternoon luh.
Mmm. I hope I did well though as I could manage to answer most of th questions.
After that, went home got changed, met vic at her place.
Bussed down to Dempsey with Bev & Sha too.
&&we had Ben &Jerry's! :D
It was love &Chunky Monkey is to die for!
Then we headed down to Esplanade, met Fenny on th bus.
Bussed home after th girls reached Esplanade.

Went to work on Sunny Sunday.
Th sun was bloody hot!
Thank God, work ended early! YAY!

Monday was boo boo hoo.
I was so god-damn tired luh.
Received our certificate of commendation from th school for Dragon-Boating.
F&N was much productive this time, like finally?
Slept during English, was rly dead tired...
Maths was er...

Well, My English Paper went well I hope?
Went to Dover with my besties, major bitchin'
Gawd, I bet it was like th ultimate sin kinda thing?

Went home, rested till like midnight?
Mugged for Humanities till 3a.m. :D
Yes, madness I tell you.

Well, 3 subjects down.
Now left with Maths, Food&Nutrition &Sciences.

Oh man.
Can't wait for this to end.


If you only know,
That i miss you so much.
Your voice, your touch, your smell,
It still lingers.


Say Goodnight & Go...
Monday, April 14, 2008

When I'm looking in your eyes,
Feels like the first time.
Give me one good reason why,
We can't just press rewind.


I'm aching all over, ROAR!
I need a masseuse, pretty pls?

WE DID IT GUYS!
Although we didn't make it into the top 3.
We got 4th! :D
Which is good enough man.
&Good job to all th other Team Fairfield people! :D

After competition,
We headed down to suntec to celebrate Fel's B'day.
Went to Sky Park to chill &eat our makan.
Then headed down to th fountain of wealth for a surprise for Fel.
It was really sweet &I hope she enjoyed herself :D

Bussed back around like 10plus,
Was freaking tired luh...

Woke up around 11plus on Sunday.
Met bobo at 2,
Went to cine to catch Definitely, maybe.
It was awesome! :D
Slacked ard town till 7 then went back home.
My muscles still ache! :(

Damn I need a break!

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go.


Second thoughts.
Thursday, April 10, 2008

I'm now contemplating on whether should I go on sat.
Cos I just found out that I'm not th pacer anymore.
Damn those check-ups,
I'm now on pills thanks to th fucker out there, ugh.
If not, I'll still be holding on to my position...

Mmm...
I think I should not leave my team hanging.
I should not complain about me not being the pacer,
But instead be flexible with decisions made.
I should not bitch but be happy with what I have.

I will not forget you guys!
I am sorry for today guys,
Will turn up on saturday aight?
We'll do our best to get top 3, okay!
Think positive, nothing's gonna bring us down, NOTHING!

Thank you God for protecting me.


For th record...

For the record, you oughtta know,
You wasn't thinking when you let me go
But whatever, that's how it goes.
You win some, you lose some,
&Others you hold in your heart.
Why it gets so hard, tears you all apart,
Even though you try to let go.
No no no, suddenly you're here,
&it's all surreal.
&I don't know what the deal is.

When I'm looking in your eyes,
Feels like the first time.
Give me one good reason why,
We can't just press rewind.
I don't wanna spend my life,
Thinkin' what it coulda been like,
If we had another try. (One time)
Like back in the day,
That look on your face,
Feels like the first time.

There's all the regularities,
They can't compete with MC.
The whole entire world can tell,
That you love yourself some me.

People see you now, asking all about me,
&How they always though we were so perfect together.
Lets rewrite the end, start over again,
&it's gonna go better now.
Cuz...

When I'm looking in your eyes,
Feels like the first time.
Give me one good reason why,
We can't just press rewind.
I don't wanna spend my life,
Thinkin' what it coulda been like,
If we had another try. (One time)
Like back in the day,
That look on your face,
Feels like the first time.

For the record,
you'll always be a part of me, no matter what you do.
&For the record,
Can't nobody say I didn't give my all to you.
&For the record, 
I told you underneath the stars that you belong to me.
&For the record, 
It's obvious that we just can't let go of us.

Honey
Cos when I'm looking in your eyes,
Feels like the first time.
Give me one good reason why,
(Give me one good reason)
We can't just press rewind.
(Why can't we just press rewind)
I don't wanna spend my life,
(Wanna spend my life)
Thinkin' what it coulda been like,
If we had another try. (One time)
(We just need another try, one time)
Like back in the day,
(Like back in the day)
That look on your face,
(That look on your face)
Feels like the first time.
(Still love you boy!)
Oh.

When I'm looking in your eyes,
Feels like the first time.
Give me one good reason why,
We can't just press rewind.
I don't wanna spend my life,
Thinkin' what it coulda been like,
If we had another try. (One time)
Like back in the day,
That look on your face,
Feels like the first time.

Just for the record,
Baby.


if you only knew.


But where's your heart?
Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Damn, I hate having not enough sleep.
I was like half asleep during chapel luh.
Terrible.

History lesson was like a roller coaster, mixed emotions nd stuff.
Couldn't be bothered, atleast I know I did put in my effort.

Chinese was a disappointment again.
I failed my test, th same score too.
Like wtf?

Guess what?

I'm now down with a bloody fever, all thanks to th stupid weather. 
I'm going to see th doc tmr, ugh.
Training was alright luh, ended early due to th bad stormy rain.

Th B'div boys were having our bonding session by playing in th wet weather.
(This explains why I got sick)
Damn funny luh, pushing one another, tsk.
Like they say, boys will be boys.
Then we decided to shower up &head back home.

So while waiting in line to shower,
We found guys showering in th female cubicals,
Note, GUYS not a guy!
Damn freaky luh, I bet th girls are wondering what were they doing inside man.
Even me & Ivan was freaked out by it...
Tsk, tsk.

After that cam-whored alot while waiting for th bus!


Us tryna act dao.

Us tryna act cool.

5NA, POWER!

Tryna pose with Fengyuan's idea.

Random luh.

So many...
Bright lights, they cast a shadow.
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding,
I'm incomplete.
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.


Glutton.
Monday, April 7, 2008


BBQ Salmon.

Hawaiian Hash, something like Siew Mai.

Chocolate Banana Cupcakes

Tomato Casserole

Hope I get my A! :D


Cravings?

Ahhh!

I am craving for a DSLR camera badly!
I want a Canon EOS 450D Kit (EF S18-55IS) or Olympus DSLR E-420.
&&I also want a Macbook/MacBook Pro!

Damn.
I also need a shopping spree, spa, etc...
Tsk! Stupid world. So many things to desire for...

Is gossip girl th next O.C.?
Everyone's so into it, I can't wait for my cousin to pass it to me!



Oh yeah, uh huh.

Oh yeah!

I'm done with my O'level F&N practical!
1 paper down, many more to go! :D

My dishes turn out right, thank god.
I was so happy cos I managed to complete within th time limit.
Phew, th salmon was th killer dish. It won everyone's taste buds.
I'll upload th pics later when Joy sends it to me.

Haha.
Oh man, dragonboat competition's this saturday.
I am so tired balls! :(

I must not give up!
After this weekend, I'll chiong for Mid-Years already man!
No time to waste.
I wanna atleast see 2 distinctions for Mid-Years! :D
Jiayou to me &eveyone that has exams coming up.

Cheers.


Tsk.



I was hoping for smth better. :(
Britney, I miss th old you!


4 Minutes! HOT HOT HOT!!!
Saturday, April 5, 2008



LOVE TH VIDEO!


my, oh my!

Oh! Oh! Oh!

Don't you think Ryan Reynolds is HOT?



I'm correct, right? :D

Oh, X-Men's next movie is coming out too, X-Men Origins: Wolverine (2009).
Will.i.am is playing Kestrel while Ryan is Deadpool. Can't wait! :D


oh. why you look so sad?

It is just me or is it us?
We've come this far training, paddling &even bonding together,
Why can't we still get our timing?
Is our teamwork very bad?

'We will fight to th end', I say.
&Some of them laughed.
Okay, it may sound funny
But it isn't if your team is in jeopardy in getting withdrawn from competition.

Oh wells.
I just hope they changed their minds about it.


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