Dear Diary, it's me...
Entertaining is something I do for a living.
It's not who I am, I'd like to think that I'm pretty normal.
I laugh, I get mad, I hurt, I think that I suck sometimes.
But when you're in the spotlight, everything seems good.
Sometimes I feel like i have it worse cause I have to always keep my guard up.
I don't know who to trust, I don't know who wants to date me for who I am.
Or who wants to be my friend for who I really am.