I just wna scream at the top of my lungs.
I had enough. I wna give up but I can't.
ACJC is just there, I need to fucking motivate myself.

Sigh,
Is love rly a necessity for me?
Why can I just go on with singlehood?
Do I rly need to depend or seek comfort in my other half?
Is all this rly important?

I rly do love you.
I am willing to take a chance just for you again.
But how long can I wait? 16years more?
Do I believe 'The Leap Years' story?
Does him come like th wind?

Sigh.
I am just messed up.
Where do I go on from here?