I don't want this words to come out of me.
Really, I don't.
I don't wanna give up on you that easily.
You can have your reasons for avoiding me,
but I just wanna know why? Please tell me.
Don't keep me suffering in pain...

Sometimes I do really have to urge just to run away from all this.
Where? I don't know but I just wanna leave all this behind.
I can't take it anymore, esp. when my N'levels are coming closer.
Ugh. I am gonna give up on everything alrdy.
This is shit. Really.

I wanna be big in th future,
but I can't cos I'ma stubborn ASS now.
Screw this nd everything.

Love?
Where is it when I need you now?
Ugh.