I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery,
Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets.
It Ain't my fault cause I try to get away but trouble follows me,
&still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me.

This sucks.
The feeling of wanting to want by someone is getting stronger.
I am not sure whether I need it now, or do I lust for it.
It just so wrong. My life isn't that screwed up as before.
Tsk.

I gotta be stong.
I gotta take control of the situation before it gets worst.
I gotta do whatever it takes to make me strong...

But how?

My results are not up to standards. Fuck!
I need to get atleast 4 distinction for N'levels!
Tsk, wake up!

If not, I'm dead shit!