sigh, don't really know whats wrong with me now.

have i lost everything thing that i got? this isn't me for sure i know... but what i am feeling now is real and it hurts.

boy, i don't what i got myself into... really, i can't seem to relax or 'chill' somehow...

my life based on lies? or facts? do i reveal myself to you people? do i say things proudly about my life infront of you guys or just hide to protect my dignity and pride?

what am i living for? for you? for myself? for my parents? for my teachers? i really don't know...


so show me a sign dear shadow... please...

someone save me!