been recently going out to town and coming back home lately...

sometimes i just simply think that i am wasting myself, am i a man-whore/cheap slut?

gosh, really don't know. yesterday headed down to vivocity with viccintta...

as we sat down near the water... i wonder about my past, th mistakes that i did. it was a really foolish of me to do those stuff i admit it...

it nice to have someone to accompany when you are sad and lonely but too much people crowding around just really make you go suicidal...

viccintta wasn't really much of a help yesterday as she was in th same state as me... so 2 sad lonely bums outside vivocity facing sentosa with heartaches deep down in our soul... sigh...

life is really like a roller coaster... there high moments in time and there will always be those low moments in life where you hit ground zero.

&once you hit ground zero, you'll definitely need th people around you to get you back on your feet. but you can also stand up on your own feet by yourself if you believe you can... that is already amazing.

but for me, i am not sure myself?