i'm getting older as th days pass by, a pink card will be issued soon. &th year after that i'll be legal to watch shows & 2years after that i'll be legal to smoke, drink &club. & 3years after that i'll be an adult. things are just simply going too fast. well, i'm not kidding. i am confused about my feelings too. do we just simply do things just to satisfy our desires? is it th case? if so? looks like you still haven't gotten over him yet. why bother getting into a relationship then. a relationship is something that i really long for. where i feel safe to be with, someone to talk to when i am down or whatever th situation is. do i long for things that i do not need at th moment?

i am just all confused. simply confused. love, life &friends.

today went for study skills. well, i happened to be late as mr. ho told me th thing starts at 8.30 when it actually starts at 8. haha, met, amy at th door, she was late too. we both went in &together. well, th 1st instructor was really funny! haha, he &his crappy jokes made me laugh till my eyes teared. amy couldn't stop laughing too. had lunch, went dover to eat. ate tom yam noodle. so spicy &hot! rahh!

went bk, had another instructor. no words to say. &then our last instructor for th day really got us back into th mood. he joked ALOT! we laugh. had dinner. came back, watched th ending part for 'rocky'. it was really kinda emo, don't why. held my tears back. he gave a summary about 'rocky' &how th movie actually played a part in our lives. it was really meaning. really took for granted for i had actually been doing all this while ):

joavan brandon bosco pereira, please stop being such an emo kid ok? don't think of negative things, focus on th positive. things will be fine! lovelove!