killing loneliness...

rahh! marching was kinda tiring... march here &there... stupid cca tee shirt stinks la... ugh... the performing arts section were all juniors la... ugh... so irritating... well tmr going for st. margs musical... can't wait... :) lala... new people, more friends.

love, its killing me. taking control of me. i am gonna lose everything i got. sheesh. you know i cannot simply ignore him in school. what i told samm is true... i have in total 5 crushes... but now.. i have 4, cos one just simply pissed me off. seeing him in school makes me sad. he was my first. i just cannot take it anymore... jealousy, anger, hatred, sadness. rahh! he now has a girlfriend &i am completely ignored. at least watching lake house calmed me down...

well, i am not sure &ready to let love &love another again... sad...

i can't continue further... my brain is hurting me...

goodbye.