it is kinda sad, how things are going in my life at the moment . yesterday was a screwed up day. talking to you over the phone made me cry lots. you know that? you really mean so much to me. you sms after we hung up doesn't make sense. you can't always tell me to cool down. but yeah. i love you so much. fuck. dylan cheered me up. sucha nice fella. talked about things. ** guys are real idiots. they only want you for pleasure... well... they'll get retribution back one day...

oh dear karma. can you see the life that i am leading. can you cheer me up? make me happy. i didny do anything wrong to deserve this shit. please. didnt go school today as i wasnt feeling well. eyes were swollen after crying... well. its the weekend. so shall cheer up. tmr gna watch 'haven' at acs (i). pray that i'll meet someone there. till then take care guys! thanks for your comments. really apprieciate it luhs... (:

i dont wanna be a murderer.
-rihanna