hey.

it is two more months to my birthday &i'm not so happy about it. seriously. i have no close friends besides anita. cos she is the only one that knows how to control me... plus, she is not my girlfriend. she knows my situation. do you? you can judge me for all i care. but please get your facts right. heh. life is cruel to me. i wish i could trade my sorrows &pain. i am missing 6 masses in total. i havent gone for church serivce. i am too confused. seriously. someone please drag me back to church. i don't really know whats gone into me lately. school? frienships? love life? family? god? or just me? i think its me. i don't really feel that i should be accepted into the world. i don't know why. i am taking the debate issue so seriously.

crap. i think i die alone as in, no one knows where i am &i just die there. piffs. all i want in my ipod is emo songs! gosh. i am like acting like a girl. blah. heh. you think i want it to be this way? HELL NO! okay. yesterday rehearsals went well. which is good i guess? i hope that natalie doesn't leave during this period of time. if not, the musical is off. &we are screwed. ugh. i hate it when you worry about things that doesn't really matter so much to you. really. it is quite stupid la. yeah. heh. tmr there is physics test- light. shit man. i hope that i dont fail like the last one. plus i hope that i pass my re-test. btw, i got 59 for chinese! i am so happy! haha. joy got 69, glenys got 62, viccintta got 60. haha... all so close. heh. but i am happy for myself. =D

rahh! i just wna blog blog blog blog so much. but i can't think of anything. heh. yeah. ok. found a topic. let's talk about bisexuals;

well, i think, they firstly the coolest people besides homosexuals. yeah. which is super duper cool lah. yeah... they have the coolest dressing sense besides metrosexuals. they have a huge circle of friends which is totally true. yeah... well bisexuals are quite rare in singapore if you ask me. seriously. heh. it is very unnotice-able. yeah. anyway. yes, i am proud to say i am bisexual. what is wrong with that? some girls i know are bisexuals &they lead very cool lives. totally! yeah. besides. therefore they aren't usually out-cast by society... well if you think that this is crap. then just leave my blog.

heh. i am not usually like this. i don't la. piffs.