i have given up on giving up slowly
i am blending in so you will not even know me
apart from this whole world that shares my fate

&this one last bullet you mention
is my one last shot at redemption
cause i know to live you must give your life away

&i have been housing all this doubt
&insecurity
&i have been locked inside that house
all the while you hold the key
&i have been dying to get out
&that might be the death of me
&even though there is no way of knowing where to go
i promise i am going

because i got to get out of here
i am stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake
i got to get out of here
&i am begging you
i am begging you
i am begging you to be my escape

i have given up on doing this alone now
cause i have failed and i am ready to be shown how
you have told me the way, and now i am trying to get there

&this life sentence that i am serving
i admit, that i am every bit deserving
but the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

because i got to get out of here
bause i am afraid that this complacency is something i cannot shake
i got to get out of here
&i am begging you
i am begging you
i am begging you to be my escape

&i am a hostage to my own humanity
self detained and forced to live in this mess i have made
&all i am asking is for you to do what you can with me
but i cannot ask you to give what you already gave

i fought you for so long
i should have let you win
oh, how we regret those things we do

&all i was trying to do
was save my own skin
oh, but so were you.

>>relientK, be my escape ((:

hahas... steph intro to me this template...
so i decided to use it &i wondered what kind of music do they play...
i listened to it...
IT ROCKS!!

sch sucks today...
aft. sch, me &joanne saw smth sick...
i think acjc waterpolo guys are sick!
hahas... sry...
ok... tml i shall blog agn ((: