Come here rude boy,
Boy, can you get it up?
Come here rude boy,
Boy, is you big enough?

Lovin' Rihanna's Rude Boy.
Okay, I apologize for saying that her new album sucked.
It's really nice indeed.
The tracks are really really nice.

But I love Lady GaGa. :D
Oh, she had a breakdown not long ago.
Poor her, I hope she's feeling fine.
She's really an artist I really admire.

Anyway, I'm going to ch-ch-ch-China!
Xiamen to be exact, 8 March - 16 April.
How fucking cool is that? :D
I will miss out on alot of things like my results.

Shit, which reminds me.
I need to study hard for my upcoming exams,
Cos' my folks will receive my transcripts for this semester while I'm there.

I also won't be able to go to BBK with the Bitch & friends. ):
China, China, please be friendly with me. :D

Oopsy Daisy, You hurt me again.
Crushed my heart in the palm of your hands.
If I walk out baby please do understand,
Cos all you do is hurt me again.

Happy New Decade/Year Everyone! :D

School's just began for a week.
&Things aren't going smoothly.
BLAW was like 52?
MAEC was like 54?
Thankfully POA saved my life, 72.

The next thing down are projects.
DSS, BMGT, BLAW &LMS.
I have started on all of them,
But it's nowhere near completion.
Okay, LMS can be done within 2 days.
So that's left with 3projects.
Bummer.

Now we're having the Open House.
Not really liking it.
Too pack, crowded. :(
Well,
I just hope those I know that did O's in 2009 scored well.

I finally managed to move on & let go.
I learnt that thinking about a second chance will never happen.
So here's to you.
Thanks for everything we had.
Thanks for making me a part of your life.
Thanks for accepting & understanding me for what I am.
Thanks for making me love you.
I appreciate it.

Now with the heart at ease.
I finally (not really) happy.
I also deactivated my facebook. :D
So, if you wanna reach me or updates about me.
Find me @ twitter.com/rrawkerrfela.

Oh wells.
Did I mention I love working at Heeren?
It so fun fun fun! Ha!
Okay, I'm off to start DSS.

Cheers

I officially hate Xmas!
Cos it's celebrated wrongly.
Just screw it la, I'm just and tired of this season.
Why wait till Xmas so that you can give & receive presents.
You can give and receive presents any other day la.

It's stupid.
Xmas is the Birth of Chirst.
Blah Blah Blah. :/

This is sick.
Thank God, you're not me.

Okay, the weekend sucked big time.
Yeah, I'm at new place now.
Not at Ion anymore. :D

Well everyone's hyped up about 25th.
I am so not. I am not looking forward to it at all.
Cause everyone's celebrating it for the wrong reasons.
It's the birth of Christ.
That's the reason why there's Christmas.
Santa Claus didn't exist, it was all a LIE.

Yes, I know I stopped going church.
That doesn't mean I cannot practice what I have learnt as a catholic.
Tsk, don't judge me.

Well, the only thing I long for is to have someone around.
Someone to hold, cherish this very special day.
Hang out & chill & engage in most random conversations ever.

Guess this year, wasn't the year.
Probably gonna hang out with the usuals.
Not really sure what are they up to.
Or let it be a very quiet one with me at home.

Zirca on Sunday was fucked up.
I said things that shouldn't have been said.
Things shouldn't been mentions.
Bloody shameless of me.
Sigh.

Doubt will be going clubbing soon.
The worst part of it all
My seniors, of all people, saw me in that manner.
How sucky is that.

My life isn't as good as yours.
Enjoy it while it lasts.